Escape

Lately I've been really just thinking about other places. Not anywhere in particular. Its just these thoughts that cloud my mind.
Walking down the path in my flip flops, its 85 degrees out with a nice level of humidity that reminds you that you are somewhere beautiful. I can see the ocean from where I am, its beautiful, and i know its warm, gotta be at least 77 degrees on the surface, perfect for diving. I'm relaxing today knowing that I need to be in the harbor early tomorrow morning to get on the boat. I want to be separated from it all, i want to disconnect with the world and just be amazed at God's beautiful creation.

Ive been thinking a lot today about how i just want to go visit my grandparents and just relax for a week. I don't know why, I know I should find rest here, God is good and he is the only thing I need. And I have brothers and sisters around me who are amazing. But lately I've just been feeling so apathetic. So gone. So dead.

Oh what is it that makes a man fall? What can take a mans will to fight away? Is it the battlefield? Is it the tragedies of this life? No, it is the waves of apathy that make a man fall. Nothing can cripple a man like that slow creeping apathy.