what name could i give?

I figure I would take a break from the inciting revolution for a week.

How easy a man can fall. Such great strength, which can endure so much. But even with such great strength how easily we fall. No it is not the gun, knife or disease that we fall to. It is the waves of apathy that break upon our shores which will be our downfall. Oh such hopes and dreams, such great aspirations. May we reach for the stars only to be destroyed at the faintest whispers? Oh i feel as if I were a leaf floating upon the wind; one moment I am being carried on a gentle breeze only to be plummeting the next second. Oh how I wish I had no heart so that I could no longer feel. Oh such torment is the assault of apathy. Oh but is it really the apathy that assaults me or is that the safety mechanism? I can't get hurt if I don't care. Oh what is it that i fear so much that I would rather immerse myself into apathy? What is this curse of Adam that would make us fear failure so much that we would give up all cares in the world rather than risk failure and take that leap? I can never fail if I never try. Oh how is it that failure is the thing which we fear the most?


Its the songs that give me hope. Their melodies make me feel like im not alone.