As i sit here staring at the screen. The new post box fills my screen. This screen that i have avoided for a while. I fear that you will see through me in my writing. I fear that you will see the apathy and weariness that i use as a cover, to hide my fear and confusion. I am sad, scared and confused all at the same time. I am sad that this will be my last weekend working in junior high ministry. I am scared of leaving the relationships I have in awakening, I'm scared that they will forget me. I'm confused about whether or not to pursue a relationship with a girl that lives here when I'm moving down south.
I have forced myself to write, and now my apathy and weariness overcome me.
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We won't forget you Tom :)
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